Last Saturday, I went to KLIA with my dearie cousin as my brother needed to fly back to Moscow. My mom n my siblings could only send him at airport KT ajer.His summer hols udah abis okeh! The class already started. Poor him, couldn’t celebrate Eid with us for the second time. But, next year insyaAllah he’ll celebrate Eid with us..so, darling brother, toksah sedih2 ye..study molek2 jgn malas2!
Salam everyone
This is my very first entry 4 this Ramadhan
And….im home ok!wink~
Forgive me coz im very busy,with mountain of assignments n also mid term. Some already submitted before the Eid break and some are still in progress,need to submit after the Eid break….huhu.~sigh~. Well, this sem is totally hectic! With mountain of assignments, I sleep around 4.00 a.m every day and ada jugak ye tuan-tuan and puan-puan ari xtidoq.huhu. And I missed sahur for many many time. Just imagine you sleep late at nite and how come you’ll wake up for sahur?of coz le sgt malas and liat okeh!
Untuk entry kali ini juga aku juga ingin mengucapkan salam takziah bt family arwah TARMIZI BIN REDZUAN(1991-1 Sept 2010). Beliau yg dimaksudkan merupakan 2pupu aku,meninggal sbb accident. Arwah merupakan pelajar di TATI,Terengganu. Aku mmg betul2 terkedu bila dpt tau psl ni.Ya Allah,bygkan lg seminggu nk rayer. And my cousin cerita sendiri bagaimana ayh arwah terpaksa dipapah n betapa tabahnye ibu beliau. Doa aku moga arwah ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg beriman.Al-Fatihah..
salam everyone.
for this entry,as usual i dont want to write many many things.
actually,last weekend i went back to terengganu 4 my sis/my twins' convocation day.
day n date:sunday,25/07/2010
time:2.00pm-6.00pm
venue:Universiti
well,even though i should be with my coursemates also at that time for the English Camp in UIA,but as it was a big celebration 4 her(she graduated with first class honour) so of course i should be there rite.
luckily,my brother whos on his summer hols also was able to join us.
i dont have enough rest when i went back last weekend,rushing here there,but i feel really really happy 4 her.
congrats my sis,i really wanna be just like u!
“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan mendapat seksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya.”
(Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)
Tarikh dan waktu kematian : 17/02/2007, 3.34am
Tempat kematian : Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Najihah, Kuala Pilah,N9
Sebab kematian : Septicemia secondary to empyema of gall bladder with
multi organ failure.
Hari ni 17/02/2010 mkna 3thn dh ayah xde. Pergi meninggalkan mak, along, ana, ani, abang, najwa, qilah. Sampai skrg aku still teringt saat ana kejutkan aku dgn along ckp psl berita kematian ni. N sampai skrg aku still teringt kata2 najwa yg dia ckp dia byk bt slh dgn arwah ayh, n smpai skrg jgk aku ingt along pujuk ckp ayh dh maafkan sume..
Ayah msk ICU dkt 2mgu. Mak la sorg2 jg ayh sbb sdra mara sume jauh kt T’ganu. Najwa dgn qilah pn 2mgu xpg skolah sbb tmnkan mak jgk. Nasib baik cikgu skolah yg dtg mlwt phm dgn situation ktorg.
Aku still ingt bl aku dpt tau psl ayh msk hospital time class mdm barloo. Tp aku xblh balik tgk ayh sbb rules maktab yg mcm ******! Aku ingt lg aku t’pksa ambk test Mr Lim Lee awl dgn alasan ayh aku sakit.Tp nsb baek sir phm.
Ak ingt lg time aku smpai je kt hosp time ayh sakit, mak terus je peluk aku and nangis. Sepnjg idup aku aku xprnh tgk mak nangis cmtu. Tuhan jet tau kami 1 family sedih giler time tu. And aku ingt lg first time aku msk ICU tgk condition ayh time 2,aku mmg xsnggp tgk lm2. Dgn wayarnye kt badan ayh,Tuhan je tau. Sepjg ayh kt ICU 2 kali je aku msk tgk ayh. Aku xsnggup tgk, just doa byk2 jer kt luar wad. And time ayh sakit mmg ramai yg dtg tgk,yg jauh dkt..time kasih sume.
Aku ingt lg time ayh sihat dlu ayh slalu ckp dkt Rahim, “Abang, nti klu ayah dh xde, abang yg kn jadi wali tuk kakak2 dgn adik2.” And aku still ingt lg ayah prnah ckp yg dia nk tgk famili tok jah sape yg dpt blaja oversea.
And skrg sape blh tolak tkdir Allah, Allah jemput ayah awl. Aku sedih sgt2.
-Sedih sbb xsempat nk balas jasa ayah aku.
-sedih sbb ayah xsempat pn tgk along konvo aritu.
-sedih sbb akhirnya anak ayh sndri yg dpt blaja oversea. Klu ayah ada skrg msti ayah bngga sbb abang dpt blaja
-sedih sbb ayah xsempat tgk sume ank2 berjaya,ada kerjaya masing2.
-sedih sbb ayah xsempat pun jadi wali tuk anak2 perempuannye nti.
-sedih sbb ayah xsempat tgk ank2 ada famili sndri,ayah ada cucu2.
Saat aku tulis entry ni dlm kesihatan aku yg xberapa ok, mmg air mata aku laju jer mengalir.
Aku xmampu nk tulis byk2 lg.
Cuma satu jer ani nk ckp ayah. Ani syg ayh. Along,ana, abang, najwa n Qilah pn. Tapi mak lg syg ayh. Betapa kuatnye makye, mcm tu la kuatnye kami nk harung idup yg mendatang.
Satu je doa kami,moga arwah ayh ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg soleh, dijauhkan dari seksa kubur. Amin….
Million thanx to :
- family,cousins n relatives 4
- my TESL frens especially my teman2 rapat 4
- my old schoolmates
- my former primary n secondary school teachers.
- neighbours n ex-neighours kt N9
- kakak2 n abg2 angkat arwah ayh yg ramai kt n9 4
- n those who I didn’t mention
KAMI SUME RINDU AND SYG AYH SGT2!
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