..depress..

dear missing daddy and adorable mummy,

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i'm so sorry

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for my first paper today

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i'm too worried...

i'm too nervous...

i'm not confident with myself...

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i'm not happy today

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mum,please pray hard for me

dad,i miss you badly!if i can hug you now,i wont let you go..:-(

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mumdad

i'll try my very best for the next papers

insyaAllah...

..leisure time..

..Salam..

Hey people!

First of all sorry for not updating my blog for so long…blog sudah bersawang,so I can see many spiders here now.haha!i’m busy okeh,hope all of u understand with my situation.i think I told u before that this sem is totally HECTIC!what can I say,it’s a normal life for every varsity student.dont u agree with me?

i’ve done with all the crazy assignments and err….the final exam is just around the corner.sigh~~

mr.exam comes again..

ahhh…no need to elaborate many many things here.i don’t have much time, need to study.huhu…

I just only wanna share with all the readers, 3 movies that I watched last week n yesterday (err…busy but still need time to relax my mind.hehe).

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me!you wont regret.believe me..:-)

See my tickets..i tak cakap2 kosong okeh.

..THE MOVIES..

Release Date: 30 September 2010

Language: English

Subtitle: Malay, Chinese

Genre: Drama

Running Time: 2 hours 20 minutes

Director: Ryan Murphy

Voice Cast: Billy Crudup, James Franco, Javier Bardem, Julia Roberts.

Synopsis: Liz Gilbert (Julia Roberts) had everything a modern woman is supposed to dream of having – a husband, a house, a successful career – yet like so many others, she found herself lost, confused, and searching for what she really wanted in life. Newly divorced and at a crossroads, Gilbert steps out of her comfort zone, risking everything to change her life, embarking on a journey around the world that becomes a quest for self-discovery. In her travels, she discovers the true pleasure of nourishment by eating in Italy; the power of prayer in India, and, finally and unexpectedly, the inner peace and balance of true love in Bali. Based upon the bestselling memoir by Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love proves that there really is more than one way to let yourself go and see the world. (Source :GSC) [haha..me n my cousin actually didn’t really enjoy it.it was not type of movie that we love/prefer to watch.it just a try.but, its ok lah.my cousin said “tarikan utama citer ni Julia Roberts aje”.ermm…no comment!better u all tgk sendiri okeh]

Release Date: 23 September 2010

Language: Malay

Genre: Musical

Running Time: 1 hour 34 minutes

Director: Edry Abdul Halim

Cast: Aznil Hj Nawawi, Diana Danielle, Fimie Don, M. Nasir, Mawi, Maya Karin, Nabil, Ning Baizura, Sharifah Aleya, Sharifah Amani, Vanidah Imran, Ziana Zain.

Synopsis: "Magika" tells of Ayu (Diana Danielle) and Malik (Fimie Don), two siblings who are in mourning after the death of their mother. Malik feels guilty as he thinks he caused their mother's death. One evening, after a fight with his sister, Malik goes walking in the woods until he gets lost in a magical world called Magika. The Nenek Kebayan (Ziana Zain) and her follower Awang Kenit capture Malik to be the main ingredient of their youthful herbal medicine that can only be made using children's tears. Ayu tries to save her brother but also gets trapped in Magika. There, Ayu and Malik meet Malay mythical characters such as Badang (Mawi), Naga Tasik Chini, Puteri Bunian (Maya Karin), and many more. (Source: GSC) [I love this movie very much!Edry was very creative I think.lots of fun.plz watch ok!]

Release Date: 7 October 2010

Language: English

Genre: Comedy

Running Time: 1 hour 27 minutes

Director: Ben Stassen

Cast: Tim Curry, Jenny McCarthy, Melanie Griffith.

Synopsis: A spectacular 3D animation of the wonderful adventures of Sammy the sea turtle searching the ocean for his one true love. Along the way, he dodges every possible danger and witnesses how humans are hurting the planet. (Source: GSC) [the turtles were really cute.even I didn’t have chance to watch the 3D version,but believe me when u watch this movie,its like u are in the real seaworld.beautiful and fantastic!]

hepi Eid Mubarak

Salam everyone....

I wanna wish HEPI EID MUBARAK to my family, my brother in Moscow,cousins,aunties,uncles,relatives,my TESL girls,MAKTAB frens and lecturers,IIUM frens and lecturers,ex-SKKBBS frens and teachers ,ex-SMKBBS frens and teachers,ex-KMNS frens and also all the readers.

..Sori for all my wrongdoings..

..Do come to my house..

..Enjoy ur HARI RAYA with Allah’s blessing..

..heS away again..

Last Saturday, I went to KLIA with my dearie cousin as my brother needed to fly back to Moscow. My mom n my siblings could only send him at airport KT ajer.His summer hols udah abis okeh! The class already started. Poor him, couldn’t celebrate Eid with us for the second time. But, next year insyaAllah he’ll celebrate Eid with us..so, darling brother, toksah sedih2 ye..study molek2 jgn malas2!

with 'new gf'

his senior's family

hehe..bored of waiting

the cutiest kakak he has....har3

he with lovely cousin

..together..

papai..c u next year.insyaAllah

..a family tragedy..

Salam everyone

This is my very first entry 4 this Ramadhan

And….im home ok!wink~

Forgive me coz im very busy,with mountain of assignments n also mid term. Some already submitted before the Eid break and some are still in progress,need to submit after the Eid break….huhu.~sigh~. Well, this sem is totally hectic! With mountain of assignments, I sleep around 4.00 a.m every day and ada jugak ye tuan-tuan and puan-puan ari xtidoq.huhu. And I missed sahur for many many time. Just imagine you sleep late at nite and how come you’ll wake up for sahur?of coz le sgt malas and liat okeh!

Untuk entry kali ini juga aku juga ingin mengucapkan salam takziah bt family arwah TARMIZI BIN REDZUAN(1991-1 Sept 2010). Beliau yg dimaksudkan merupakan 2pupu aku,meninggal sbb accident. Arwah merupakan pelajar di TATI,Terengganu. Aku mmg betul2 terkedu bila dpt tau psl ni.Ya Allah,bygkan lg seminggu nk rayer. And my cousin cerita sendiri bagaimana ayh arwah terpaksa dipapah n betapa tabahnye ibu beliau. Doa aku moga arwah ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg beriman.Al-Fatihah..

::her big day::

salam everyone.

for this entry,as usual i dont want to write many many things.

actually,last weekend i went back to terengganu 4 my sis/my twins' convocation day.

day n date:sunday,25/07/2010

time:2.00pm-6.00pm

venue:Universiti Malaysia Terengganu

well,even though i should be with my coursemates also at that time for the English Camp in UIA,but as it was a big celebration 4 her(she graduated with first class honour) so of course i should be there rite.

luckily,my brother whos on his summer hols also was able to join us.

i dont have enough rest when i went back last weekend,rushing here there,but i feel really really happy 4 her.

congrats my sis,i really wanna be just like u!

see here....

..she..

its me lah.haha!

with mom

our family

hepi bufday

dearest brother,

ABDUL RAHIM BIN MOHD BAKRI

hepi bufday,

u r 20 now.

..i pray 4 ur happiness,safety life,great health,good study and maybe new girl also.lol..

..may u have a wonderful and better life..

..may Allah bless u always..

~feeling down~

4.++ p.m....
i've got an unexpected call from someone.

im speechless ok!
someone dat i knew a year ago.
but,i've no idea whether is it truly him or not.
i didn't recognize his voice anymore.becoz to be frank,i dont prefer gayuting,just texting.it had been a year already,how come i could still recognize his voice.
but,that call really changed my mood.even my cousin could trace it.
arggghhhh....cant write anymore.not in a good mood!

*its hard to erase toooootttttt....
*what u give,u gave back-what goes around comes around!watch out guys,dont play with girls' feeling.Allah itu Maha Adil.

..hehe..

salam semua....
haha.udah lama tidak ku update blog.

reasons:
1.malas
2.malas
3.malas
4.internet slow
5.budak2 kt rmh ni yg slaloo guna beruk aku.

even tgh cuti sem suppose kn la merajinkan diri mengupdatekan blog tp aku lain plk,maaf le.

arini mood aku baik skit,aku pn xtau np.tp aku tgh pk 1 benda jer dlm kepala aku skrg nih.aduhai,menyusahkan idup aku btl..

mls nk tulis lg(again),nk p tgk merlin jap g.nti2 aku cter la pe aku bt cuti sem nih.ok,c u!:-)


maafla,gambar sgt poyo.haha

first weekend

this is my very first semester break WEEKEND..
im still in putrajya,need to settle something.(DONE).

lets have a look what i did!:-)

1.shopping at alamanda



2.watching movie (ALICE IN WONDERLAND)



3.lunch at kenny with my counsins (ASMA' n APIH)

sunway vs genting

Mood: happy+boring

Salam….

Alhamdulillah….

I just finished my final exam last Monday+my 2^nd year

EXAM=NO COMMENT

hehe....

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so,

im on holiday’s mood

very looooooooonggggggg holiday until dis July

actually

I don’t really prefer a loooooonnngg holiday

coz

I’ll know what will happen to me

hehe....

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Well

Just to tell u that I went to SUNWAY LAGOON last TUESDAY.

I repeat, last TUESDAY.

With sis Ana,sis Wani,syiqin,pia n kak su.

But,

Sad to say

It closed on that day!

Oh gosh!we really dunno about that!

SUNWAY LAGOON is closed every TUESDAYs ok!

Im speechless!

Rosak sume plan,hancur sume harapan.

We all were verrrrrrrryyy FRUSTRARED ok!

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But

At last,we changed our plan.

We went to GENTING!

Yeah!

Duka bertukar menjadi gembira!

Pictures below tell everything.

ENJOY!

:-)

getting wet,damn but fun!

monorail oh monorail.haha.

waiting 4 d roller coaster

maafle,berselipar aje kami.haha.

..us..


*thnx d wonderful drivers (kak ana&kak wani)
*tobat xnk naik solero shot dh!
*sumpah syiqin,tkt aku ilang bl ko sbt "YA ALLAH, YA ALLAH".haha.rs nk gelak guling2.
*a gud lesson to me.if u wanna go somewhere google about dat place 1st,also dun 4get to google about d weather.
*c u girls next sem.wink~

::exam fever::

i've no idea when was my last post.
well, to be honest i'm really busy rite now
i just completed my e-book assignmnt with aqma n err miss syaza
hurray!

but, the hurray is just 4 the e-book
not
for
my
final exam
~sigh~

my adorable mr.exam come again.
welcome back mr.exam!
i do miss u very much
-uwek-

well, i just completed my CCHS 1012 Study Circle 2 today
i feel bad coz i think i did it badly!
even i did read 'some' of the notes.
huhu
but, what d use to be regretful.
there are few more papers i have to face
which is more important!
yeah, hani!
bersemangat!

below are my next papers:-
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Mon 22/3 Tilawah Al-Quran 2 (oral ni takut2)
Wed 24/3 The Teaching of Thinking
Thur 25/3 The Islamic Worldview
Sat 27/5 Sociological Foundations of Education
Sun 28/3 Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan
Mon 29/3 English for Academic Purposes
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my exam schedule is totally crazy coz:
1. no gap
2. i'll sit my exam on weeekend
-watthefun-

but, i wish all the best to myself
n
my dearie TESL gurlz!
chayok2!

*hope miracle not only happens once.hehe.konon masih berharap.poyos!

-hari bengang-

dunno
lately
im too emo
dunno why

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tp arini menambahkan perasaan emo n bengang aku
YES!
AKU SGT BENGANG arini
sbb....
2 things....
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locations:
1.uia
2.putrajaya
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reasons:
1.frenz-mls cte byk.xsuke org selfish!
2.cousin-aku mcm org giler beb tgu dpn rmh anda selama 2jam.siap tido2,bgn2!


*mls tulis byk, nti rmai tersinggung. but, this is my blog,so i've my rite to say anything!
adios!
hv a beautiful weekend everyone!

:: crying ::

I HATE U

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yes,i do!

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tq.

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:-(

friday yg lawak.....

i had test dis morning.
subject=sociological foundation of education(subjk yg agk bosan)
lect=bro.yousef rahath(he's indian) foreigner.
multiple choices ques.
as usual,less preparation,aku pn menjawab dgn ting tong nye....haha.
at 1st,time dia pass d test paper 2 mati2 ktorg ingt sume org dpt diff questions.
but,actually same je soalan sume org.
korg nak tau pe yg lwknye.
punyerla rajin lec aku,sbb yelah soalan ABC kan,kira dia xnk ktorg meniru.
yelah mati2 ingt sume org dpt soalan lain kan
mcm ni,
aku jeling2 kwn aku pnye kertas soalan,yelah nk tgk btl ke xlain.
rupanye cmni.
cthnye soalan no 1 aku,tp kwn sblh aku soalan no 1 aku tu, soalan no 5 kt krtas soalan dia.
pastu,ada lg.
pilihan jwpn ABCD pn dia switch kan....
haha.
pnye la rajin n teror lec aku tu.
first time aku dpt lec cmtu.
tabik spring pnyer.
haha.
tp even mengalami kesusahan begitu,aku pn jwp dgn jayanye smbil jeling2 kwn sebelah.
bkn stkt jeling,tp siap blh tnya.
haha.
berbekalkan 10 minit,dr 8 soalan tu aku xtau la brpa btl.
xpe le dh lepas.
tu je citer aku arini!
bye!

-sorry ustz rahim,i skipped ur class today,ngntok sgt!-
-got exam schedule already,alamak!-
-yeah,tomorrow, no halaqah!-

Al Fatihah 4 my late father….

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan mendapat seksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya.”

(Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)

Tarikh dan waktu kematian : 17/02/2007, 3.34am

Tempat kematian : Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Najihah, Kuala Pilah,N9

Sebab kematian : Septicemia secondary to empyema of gall bladder with

multi organ failure.

Hari ni 17/02/2010 mkna 3thn dh ayah xde. Pergi meninggalkan mak, along, ana, ani, abang, najwa, qilah. Sampai skrg aku still teringt saat ana kejutkan aku dgn along ckp psl berita kematian ni. N sampai skrg aku still teringt kata2 najwa yg dia ckp dia byk bt slh dgn arwah ayh, n smpai skrg jgk aku ingt along pujuk ckp ayh dh maafkan sume..

Ayah msk ICU dkt 2mgu. Mak la sorg2 jg ayh sbb sdra mara sume jauh kt T’ganu. Najwa dgn qilah pn 2mgu xpg skolah sbb tmnkan mak jgk. Nasib baik cikgu skolah yg dtg mlwt phm dgn situation ktorg.

Aku still ingt bl aku dpt tau psl ayh msk hospital time class mdm barloo. Tp aku xblh balik tgk ayh sbb rules maktab yg mcm ******! Aku ingt lg aku t’pksa ambk test Mr Lim Lee awl dgn alasan ayh aku sakit.Tp nsb baek sir phm.

Ak ingt lg time aku smpai je kt hosp time ayh sakit, mak terus je peluk aku and nangis. Sepnjg idup aku aku xprnh tgk mak nangis cmtu. Tuhan jet tau kami 1 family sedih giler time tu. And aku ingt lg first time aku msk ICU tgk condition ayh time 2,aku mmg xsnggp tgk lm2. Dgn wayarnye kt badan ayh,Tuhan je tau. Sepjg ayh kt ICU 2 kali je aku msk tgk ayh. Aku xsnggup tgk, just doa byk2 jer kt luar wad. And time ayh sakit mmg ramai yg dtg tgk,yg jauh dkt..time kasih sume.

Aku ingt lg time ayh sihat dlu ayh slalu ckp dkt Rahim, “Abang, nti klu ayah dh xde, abang yg kn jadi wali tuk kakak2 dgn adik2.” And aku still ingt lg ayah prnah ckp yg dia nk tgk famili tok jah sape yg dpt blaja oversea.

And skrg sape blh tolak tkdir Allah, Allah jemput ayah awl. Aku sedih sgt2.

-Sedih sbb xsempat nk balas jasa ayah aku.

-sedih sbb ayah xsempat pn tgk along konvo aritu.

-sedih sbb akhirnya anak ayh sndri yg dpt blaja oversea. Klu ayah ada skrg msti ayah bngga sbb abang dpt blaja Russia.

-sedih sbb ayah xsempat tgk sume ank2 berjaya,ada kerjaya masing2.

-sedih sbb ayah xsempat pun jadi wali tuk anak2 perempuannye nti.

-sedih sbb ayah xsempat tgk ank2 ada famili sndri,ayah ada cucu2.

Saat aku tulis entry ni dlm kesihatan aku yg xberapa ok, mmg air mata aku laju jer mengalir.

Aku xmampu nk tulis byk2 lg.

Cuma satu jer ani nk ckp ayah. Ani syg ayh. Along,ana, abang, najwa n Qilah pn. Tapi mak lg syg ayh. Betapa kuatnye makye, mcm tu la kuatnye kami nk harung idup yg mendatang.

Satu je doa kami,moga arwah ayh ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg soleh, dijauhkan dari seksa kubur. Amin….

Million thanx to :

- family,cousins n relatives 4 ur love n support.

- my TESL frens especially my teman2 rapat 4 ur help 4 my surat pengecualian kuliah

- my old schoolmates

- my former primary n secondary school teachers.

- neighbours n ex-neighours kt N9

- kakak2 n abg2 angkat arwah ayh yg ramai kt n9 4 ur help n support.

- n those who I didn’t mention ur name here,thnx a lot 4 everything!

KAMI SUME RINDU AND SYG AYH SGT2!